Last night I went out for the first time of this semester. and HONESTLY what am i doing with my life. I don’t know what exactly has changed about me, but i’m just not as interested as partying anymore. I guess this is a good thing though, that way I can get more serious about school. I’ll have more time to work and study and then maybe by the grace of the Lord I’ll get into medical school.
Really I am sad that I don’t like to go out anymore. I feel like I’m going to drift away from my friends and of course that’s not something I want to happen. Living off campus is hard because I don’t see them as often as I would like to so we don’t make as many memories or bond as well because of our limited time.
I definitely knew I was going to be going out a lot less this semester, but I had no idea I really wouldn’t want to go out at all. Ugh what am I gonna do for fun now hahaha just kidding. I would rather go to DC and do some fun stuff than go to a frat party in slutty clothing.
** Side Note: I’m sorry if I don’t capitalize everything that I type. Sometimes I will and sometimes I’m just way too lazy to do so. I should probably stick with one way of writing. I’ll do better in the future I promise ❤ **
Anyways, I probably had 3 cups of “Jungle Juice” and 1 shot. Aka 4 drinks over a 2.5 hour period. I woke up lowkey hungover, but also with the FLU. I have these crazy stomach issues so when I get sick I get REALLY SICK. Like screaming in pain stomach cramps it’s honestly the worst thing I’ve ever felt and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. The problem with that is there’s no real reason why I’m so sick, I just am so I can’t even go to the doctor or anything for help. #sad. So basically what I do to get better is take hydrocodone and fall asleep and then I wake up and I’m at least a little bit better.
So I’m laying in bed recovering from the flu, starving and thirsty. Send Prayers.
P.S I attached a photo of me last night. It was “rave” themed. LMAO